male pregnancy
My wife was pregnant. We worked together
well for a time. Although, one day, I felt behind.
I noticed a change in my wife. I knew that she
knew something that I did not know. I helped her
with the days of the pregnancy and then came
the birth. I had seen photos of my birth and had
seen a goat give birth, but I was still not entirelly
prepared. To see the woman I love on her knees
growling a terrible war cry as she pushes a human
into this world, changed my outlook on life.
That was power. That was beauty. I had seen
something happen that was a miracle and maybe
that was what she had known. Maybe that was
what I was missing: Power, Evolution, the
continuation of man. That was the building
block of life and progress.
well for a time. Although, one day, I felt behind.
I noticed a change in my wife. I knew that she
knew something that I did not know. I helped her
with the days of the pregnancy and then came
the birth. I had seen photos of my birth and had
seen a goat give birth, but I was still not entirelly
prepared. To see the woman I love on her knees
growling a terrible war cry as she pushes a human
into this world, changed my outlook on life.
That was power. That was beauty. I had seen
something happen that was a miracle and maybe
that was what she had known. Maybe that was
what I was missing: Power, Evolution, the
continuation of man. That was the building
block of life and progress.
I plunged into a search. I needed to find this power,
but the search itself was hard. I needed vast amounts of motivation. It was at this point that I was given the inspiration for a generator. Heavy and fueled by fire, streamlined, a giant energy pill, a humongous masculine womb. It took some time but when I hooked it up, it created enough energy in motivation for me to tackle fatherhood, as well as an impressive amount of love. Fatherhood still proved to be a struggle but this was only practice for the struggle of masculine conception.
It was not until I came to Germany in 1999 that I began to once again feel weaker than I should. I was in good physical condition, karate training three times a weak and daily prayer, but I had left my Generator in the states. I had saved up enough power to get by, but that was all I was doing and I needed to advance. I needed to harnass the real power. Through prayer I found my heart. My heart was heavy, unsatisfied and not pumping the needed amount of life energy. I thought about this for a few days. Bleeding hearts, human sacrifice, seat of emotions, as well as living from ones heart. I knew that the problem lay in my chest. There too lay the solution. I needed to find it and unleash its potential. The power was there, but untouched. I also knew that I had to catch up with my wife. It was then that the images came together. Sacrifice: the open chest and revealed heart. The Act of willinglygiving of oneself. This is the feminen sexual position, opening herself to the masculine. According to the flow of Chi between loving partners, energy is transfered from the man to the woman through the sexual organs. It is then transfered to the man through the chests. Sex is a very important part of a healthy marriage but it had been a one way street and that was a problem. I was pumping energy out without recieving. So I had found my Male Vagina. Now my wife needed to enter me. For a time I was confused and unadvancing although happy with the recent revelation. I thought that I had to wait for her to enter me. This is a natural misconception of the recieving side of sex in a sexually unequal culture (ie:weaker and stronger sexes), but left me powerless, waiting and unable to act, exactly the opposite of the desired outcome. It was then that I realized my missunderstanding as well as a vital physical differance. Wereas the female vagina is used to the entrance of man, a practice not forgotten and often missused, the male vagina is the victim of centurys of neglect. To prepare myself for my wife´s entrance I needed to bring out my juices. This was all active. Only I could know the way into me and that needed to be told to her, before she could help me. I needed to open myself up, reveal my heart to my wife and then pull her in. Control was mine. I was active.
Why is the male vagina in such a position. It is not that we today don´t know about it. It is subconscious. There is the expression "for every strong man, there is a strong woman behind him". This definately shows understanding of the male female interaction that creates strong persons but its simplicity does not express the complex transformation of Male Pregnancy. This statement expresses as well as results from the main fault that leaves the male vagina closed and dry, patriarchy. By diminishing the woman to an inferior role and putting her in the background (ie: behind him) culture has made the woman´s input inferior, unable to be taken seriously, and thus has destroyed the flow of energy in a relations. It certainly has kept man on top, but it has kept society behind, the direct result of stagnant male female relationships and thus weak underdeveloped leaders (ie: men who have not opened themselves to their spouse and thus left closed the door to universal knowledge).
Culture also refers to a male and female side to a person. I can only refer to the female side of the man. This shows an understanding of the halfness of the man in a patriarchal society. But it fails as a social solution. One is the idea of feminin. How can getting in touch with ones feminen side help in a culture that places feminin as inferior. Secondly is the problem of an individualistic society. Every one must do things for and by themselves. Besided the point that individualism is capitalistic bullshit is the point that a man can not get in touch with his feminin side alone. First of all, what does a modern man know about feminin: soft, caring, listening, or in other words stereotypical nonsense. What a man needs is someone who understands feminin, ie a female. This brings me to the second point, that being the couple. This is the building block of social interaction, (ie, the parent) and as well Male Pregnancy. According to my understanding, man in order to advance, or in order to leave the half man for the whole, must get fully in touch with his partner (ie: his feminine side). Only through his partner may he experieance whatever missing parts theremay be, masculine or feminine.
I do not know for how long Male Pregnancy has been out of use. I know of only two times that it is mentioned. Both examples deal with the birth and the conception is left out or irrelevent. Both stories are the product of patriarchal society and thus must be taken with a grain of salt. But the stories are old and the topic of importance is addressed. It is also possible that they will give us insight into the birth.
The first mention is the birth of Eve. She is the first woman. Brought into life from the chest of Adam, she represents for humanity, rulers in a state of innocence, the perfection, and continuation. Adam went through Male Pregnancy and as a result, the first union was created. The story continues but the birth of Eve is the only part of importance to this topic. It is shown as purely an ending to Adams loneliness but the story is old and changed. By the time these stories were writen the relationship was already bastardized.
The second mention is the birth of Athena. Again the birth of a woman through a man. The Greek god, Zeus, births Athena, his daughter, from his forehead. Athena is the goddess of wisdom. A helmet clad woman. She represents the modern woman, independent, strong, and inspiring to many. The conception of Athena is mentioned as a normal human conception that was transfered to Zeus´s head. This conception I can only see as an explanation for the logic oriented culture of the time. The choice of the head as womb can I only see as a matter of Greek preferance for the brain as the center of human power.
Male Pregnancy would as all arrows point lead to birth. What is born. The new woman, the ultimate relationship, wisdom. One thing is certain and that is that a new man will be born. For a man to embrace the same experience of carrying a new life and then bringing that out after the longed anticipation, will be a longed for emancipation. Maybe all points will be born, one after the other, wisdom, the ultimante relationship, and the new woman. Man will certainly find himself and through the only means necessary, the woman, if he wants to concieve. This reopening of the circle of sexual energy can only but inspire woman.
Maybe male pregnancy is too hard and takes too much work to catch on, but maybe it is worth it. maybe it will inspire from sight. I really don´t know what the result will be but I´m excited to find out. I would like to leave with the words that I´m proud to announce that I´m pregnant and that I´m looking forward to knowledge, the ultimate relationship, and the new woman. But most of all I´m looking forward to the birth, and the anticipation is enough.
but the search itself was hard. I needed vast amounts of motivation. It was at this point that I was given the inspiration for a generator. Heavy and fueled by fire, streamlined, a giant energy pill, a humongous masculine womb. It took some time but when I hooked it up, it created enough energy in motivation for me to tackle fatherhood, as well as an impressive amount of love. Fatherhood still proved to be a struggle but this was only practice for the struggle of masculine conception.
It was not until I came to Germany in 1999 that I began to once again feel weaker than I should. I was in good physical condition, karate training three times a weak and daily prayer, but I had left my Generator in the states. I had saved up enough power to get by, but that was all I was doing and I needed to advance. I needed to harnass the real power. Through prayer I found my heart. My heart was heavy, unsatisfied and not pumping the needed amount of life energy. I thought about this for a few days. Bleeding hearts, human sacrifice, seat of emotions, as well as living from ones heart. I knew that the problem lay in my chest. There too lay the solution. I needed to find it and unleash its potential. The power was there, but untouched. I also knew that I had to catch up with my wife. It was then that the images came together. Sacrifice: the open chest and revealed heart. The Act of willinglygiving of oneself. This is the feminen sexual position, opening herself to the masculine. According to the flow of Chi between loving partners, energy is transfered from the man to the woman through the sexual organs. It is then transfered to the man through the chests. Sex is a very important part of a healthy marriage but it had been a one way street and that was a problem. I was pumping energy out without recieving. So I had found my Male Vagina. Now my wife needed to enter me. For a time I was confused and unadvancing although happy with the recent revelation. I thought that I had to wait for her to enter me. This is a natural misconception of the recieving side of sex in a sexually unequal culture (ie:weaker and stronger sexes), but left me powerless, waiting and unable to act, exactly the opposite of the desired outcome. It was then that I realized my missunderstanding as well as a vital physical differance. Wereas the female vagina is used to the entrance of man, a practice not forgotten and often missused, the male vagina is the victim of centurys of neglect. To prepare myself for my wife´s entrance I needed to bring out my juices. This was all active. Only I could know the way into me and that needed to be told to her, before she could help me. I needed to open myself up, reveal my heart to my wife and then pull her in. Control was mine. I was active.
Why is the male vagina in such a position. It is not that we today don´t know about it. It is subconscious. There is the expression "for every strong man, there is a strong woman behind him". This definately shows understanding of the male female interaction that creates strong persons but its simplicity does not express the complex transformation of Male Pregnancy. This statement expresses as well as results from the main fault that leaves the male vagina closed and dry, patriarchy. By diminishing the woman to an inferior role and putting her in the background (ie: behind him) culture has made the woman´s input inferior, unable to be taken seriously, and thus has destroyed the flow of energy in a relations. It certainly has kept man on top, but it has kept society behind, the direct result of stagnant male female relationships and thus weak underdeveloped leaders (ie: men who have not opened themselves to their spouse and thus left closed the door to universal knowledge).
Culture also refers to a male and female side to a person. I can only refer to the female side of the man. This shows an understanding of the halfness of the man in a patriarchal society. But it fails as a social solution. One is the idea of feminin. How can getting in touch with ones feminen side help in a culture that places feminin as inferior. Secondly is the problem of an individualistic society. Every one must do things for and by themselves. Besided the point that individualism is capitalistic bullshit is the point that a man can not get in touch with his feminin side alone. First of all, what does a modern man know about feminin: soft, caring, listening, or in other words stereotypical nonsense. What a man needs is someone who understands feminin, ie a female. This brings me to the second point, that being the couple. This is the building block of social interaction, (ie, the parent) and as well Male Pregnancy. According to my understanding, man in order to advance, or in order to leave the half man for the whole, must get fully in touch with his partner (ie: his feminine side). Only through his partner may he experieance whatever missing parts theremay be, masculine or feminine.
I do not know for how long Male Pregnancy has been out of use. I know of only two times that it is mentioned. Both examples deal with the birth and the conception is left out or irrelevent. Both stories are the product of patriarchal society and thus must be taken with a grain of salt. But the stories are old and the topic of importance is addressed. It is also possible that they will give us insight into the birth.
The first mention is the birth of Eve. She is the first woman. Brought into life from the chest of Adam, she represents for humanity, rulers in a state of innocence, the perfection, and continuation. Adam went through Male Pregnancy and as a result, the first union was created. The story continues but the birth of Eve is the only part of importance to this topic. It is shown as purely an ending to Adams loneliness but the story is old and changed. By the time these stories were writen the relationship was already bastardized.
The second mention is the birth of Athena. Again the birth of a woman through a man. The Greek god, Zeus, births Athena, his daughter, from his forehead. Athena is the goddess of wisdom. A helmet clad woman. She represents the modern woman, independent, strong, and inspiring to many. The conception of Athena is mentioned as a normal human conception that was transfered to Zeus´s head. This conception I can only see as an explanation for the logic oriented culture of the time. The choice of the head as womb can I only see as a matter of Greek preferance for the brain as the center of human power.
Male Pregnancy would as all arrows point lead to birth. What is born. The new woman, the ultimate relationship, wisdom. One thing is certain and that is that a new man will be born. For a man to embrace the same experience of carrying a new life and then bringing that out after the longed anticipation, will be a longed for emancipation. Maybe all points will be born, one after the other, wisdom, the ultimante relationship, and the new woman. Man will certainly find himself and through the only means necessary, the woman, if he wants to concieve. This reopening of the circle of sexual energy can only but inspire woman.
Maybe male pregnancy is too hard and takes too much work to catch on, but maybe it is worth it. maybe it will inspire from sight. I really don´t know what the result will be but I´m excited to find out. I would like to leave with the words that I´m proud to announce that I´m pregnant and that I´m looking forward to knowledge, the ultimate relationship, and the new woman. But most of all I´m looking forward to the birth, and the anticipation is enough.